what is this, day 6? Sorry I didn't post yesterday, I was quite lazy. Last night I had same the desire to binge on the ice cream smothered in pecan dust, but it was much weaker. I can't figure out where the binge idea comes from: my stomach or my mind. I think it comes from my mind.
I got a comment saying it seems like I am doing really well, and I think that is true. This is hoky but I think I am doing better because I'm starting to feel the love I have around me from my friends. I'm really great at loving other people but not so great at grasping that people love me in return. I have some people who know my problems and they like me for me. And I finally, finally, finally understand that my crush loves me, even if he just loves me as a friend. He really does love me that way for sure and it's real love that is not in my head.
By the way I almost had crack balls this morning but I didn't.
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