I'm doing pretty terrible right now because my cat has been missing since Monday (five days). He's three and is always around. He never goes far. I am terrified someone took him - there is a nasty old man who my neighbors say traps cats and kills them. I confronted him and he said he did not see my cat but I don't trust that piece of shit not to lie to me. I'm completely devastated and can't stop crying. I put up fliers and an ad in the newspaper but nothing. I called a pet detective who uses scent dogs to track missing animals. Unfortunately it's ridiculously expensive. Do I have any ridiculously wealthy readers who want to contribute $1,500 for the pet detective? If you don't have any money, please just pray for my baby.
OK then my physical pain. As I said my back has been hurting me. Well I went to the doctor and physio and they said it's not my back but that my tailbone is out of alignment. When I stand, my right shoulder is lower than my left shoulder. So my muscles and ligaments on my right side are inflamed and angry because they are compensating for the crooked tailbone. The physio tried to uncrook it but it didn't work. Not sure how I got it crooked, it might have been when I tried to run that one time. So basically I can't do anything physical until it pops back because it's atrociously painful/bad for me.
I'm really depressed. I'm so heartbroken that I don't really have an appetite. I've been taking three prozacs a day (I'm supposed to take 2, at most) to try to help me through it.
I just hurt.
