It seems like I every time I hit "rock bottom," I bounce. I vow to get better and I have a surge of improvement, only to eventually fall back on my crappy habits.
I am actually doing better for real. You know, I have been making my bed every day. It seems like such a small thing but it is a major step for a slob like me.
I need to go back on the Ambien ASAP. I stopped taking it for a few weeks when I jarred my back and got a refill on the hydrocodone. They recommended not mixing those so I had to choose and went with the pain-free insomnia.
I am still working toward the Lap Band.... I'm praying I can do it this fall. I am so big but looking forward to the Lap Band keeps me from being depressed.
lots o' love
