I can't believe I haven't posted in 2 months. Yikes.
Well I've really been struggling. Time is flying by and I've been getting fatter and fatter. Life seemed hopeless.
So I decided to give the lap-band a second thought and I'm going to do it, even though I have to pay on my own ($15,000, which I have to borrow from my boss). First I will do a few months of therapy.
I've thought about this for a long time, in depth. I know it will help me because it will help me feel full. I know that for whatever reason, my stomach is signaling my brain that it is not full, and my brain is signaling me to eat.
I know this will be a controversial decision around here but this is what I'm planning to do. Everything else I have tried has not worked.
