Saturday, July 03, 2010

what would you do if...

What if you woke up one day, and your bulimia was gone?
What would you do with your life?
How would you fill your days?

I see so many comments still from those of you who are suffering. Bulimia is a constant hell. Even if you can get away from it for a week or an hour or a minute, it comes back to suck your soul.

So what would you like to do with your life that you're not able to do now?

This is where I am, I have lots of things I thought I would do. I'm doing some of them but still struggle. Mainly I struggle with boredom and bad habits that need to go. I still have self-destructive tendencies that are threatening my life. Not like they're going to kill me, but they are threatening my chances of living a happy, healthy, normal life. A life I want and need.

I wish I could cure you all.