Monday, March 20, 2006

thanks for the kick in the ass

I will start AGAIN tomorrow.

Today I picked up the Seasonale at the drug store and started it today too... It cost $145, can you believe it?! So damn expensive. But it should be worth it... I guess I'll know it is working when I don't have to clean my ear's anymore.

Tonight I watched that show "Intervention" on A&E. They had a girl who was bulimic and anorexic. She chewed and spit out her food. While that sounds like a "great" idea, I think I could not be satisfied that way.

And tonight I watched a CSI rerun and it featured this model who was anorexic and bulimic too. Wow what a theme for tonight.

By the way, the CSI and the Law & Order franchises are ruining my life. Law & Order has been my favorite show for years. That was OK because I hardly watch TV. Just Law & Order and the occasional HBO series like Sopranos or Sex & The City. But now Law & Order has expanded its reach with three spinoffs. I just got into CSI too. I have to catch up on all the years I've missed. It's on so many channels that I am sometimes forced to choose which show to watch based on the description. I think they need to have an all L&O and CSI cable network so I don't have to choose. I'm positively addicted to all these shows. Maybe I'll end up on Intervention...

I'll post later today how I do. I promise I will really try to make it a good day.

2 comments:

Emily Jolie said...

Hi Mandy,

I watched one of these intervention shows about a month and a half ago. It brought up a lot for me. I had a relapse the day after the show. I think these shows can be a mixed blessing. They're eye-opening, but they can also drive us deeper into our pattern. What kinds of emotions came up for you when you watched the show? Did it encourage you to overcome your ED?

love,
Emily

Mixed Up Confusion said...

I saw that show, too. I only caught the ending, and really wish I would've seen the whole thing.