Well I had a good day today and yesterday, kind of. I have no energy! I rode the bike for 20 min and that's it. But I feel committed to starting again.
I started taking the Seasonale on Sunday and I am so horny! I cannot get sex off my brain. I don't know why it's so bad. C3 is making me crazy. Whenever I talk to him I'm tempted to start rubbing him all over... His body is fantastic. Argh I need a boyfriend!
well I am going to go to bed early tonight and get up early in the morning. At least that is the plan!
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Mandy!
I think you are extremely stong...good for you for starting healthy again:)
As for C3 although I don't know you or him try to remember that you are a strong and intelligent woman. YOu are articulate and funny and obviuosuly a survivor. You have more life experience than most women your age and you know how to fight for what is important. You have been tested time and again and have pulled through....you know what good strong stuff you are made of. What you need to ask yourself is: is this guy good enough for me? Is he stable enough? Secure enough? Smart enough and stong enough to handel a woman like me?
If the awnser is yes! then great good luck and congrats on being able to allow yourself to care for someone like that. If not then this guy is not worth you time:)
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