well I had a bad weekend. I'm in a great mood and doing really well supposedly, yet I'm bingeing up a storm. I figured out why.... I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!! I need the excitement. I find myself looking forward to bingeing and getting all excited. I don't have any other exciting activities planned. I find myself actually looking forward to watching Law & Order and CSI reruns. How about if I plan on going to the gym instead? I need to find something else to entertain me. I need to try something that doesn't let me eat ice cream at the same time.well at least I am trying to examine my behavior... I didn't want to post here but I made myself. I'm so exhausted. I mowed the lawn on Saturday for the first time this spring and I am so sore. It took me like 15 minutes of yanking to start the thing. Now my right arm is totally sore.
I need to find a hobby. I wish I had a dog.
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hi there. I am bored, well, not focused here at work let's say and decided to find some common ground with peeps like me.
I understand the boredom thing. All it takes is that single thought and then one is off and running. Last time I experienced boredom I elected to slip and cut (self-injurer too). I plan it, and get so excited knowing where my tools are to do the act. My addictive behaviors usually transition -- seems like I have to have one with me at all times.
I am glad that u posted about this. I am discovering more of your post and appreciate your expressions.
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