iheartlohan

I haven't updated in awhile...

First off, I weighed myself a few days ago and I was 188, and then I weighed myself two days ago and I was 185. I think that's too low actually because I was around 190 and then ate like a pig during the holidays.

I just got back from a short walk, about 40 minutes. It was very nice and I did lots of thinking. I mainly thought about how important it is for me to be thin and how all these people who say looks don't matter are full of utter shit. I cannot be happy unless I am thin - is that a disease if I lose weight in a healthy way?

I ate too much today but I didn't binge. I ate three pieces of Russian chocolate - I hate Russian chocolate since it's so bitter, but I kept taking another piece in hope the next kind would be better. I gave up after three kinds... and then this evening I had a frappuccino! I have not had one in a long time.

Today's bulimia news is that Lindsay Lohan is admitting she was bulimic and that is the truth about why she got so skinny.

Ooooh ooooh I'm so excited, the Tyra Banks show is a repeat of the one where she wears the fat suit undercover... I wanted to see that one for months... I just randomly checked the TV guide and there it was. I saw the highlight where she cries about how mean people were to the fat her...

I'll post later.