had to say it was a good day

I slept about 6 hours last night... tonight I will sleep soundly. However I had a very happy day. I don't know why it was so happy... it just was.

I am still sniffling but it's almost gone. I hope I can exercise tomorrow. I NEED TO EXERCISE!

On the SF board a girl posted about wishing she had someone to take care of her and dote on her... I feel the same way. I wish I had someone to take care of me and guide me through the day. I wish I had someone to put me to bed at night and gently wake me up eight hours later. I wish I had someone who wasn't too busy to remember to serve me a good breakfast, and have a healthy snack or meal ready for me every two and a half hours. If I had this person or WAS this person, I wouldn't forget to eat and then suddenly realize I'm ravenous and go running to the nearest Chinese food buffet. Why do I want someone to do these things? Where is Mrs. Garrett, Mr. Belvedere or Charles to be in charge of me? I feel like such an irresponsibile loser that I struggle to do these tedious tasks like... properly feed myself.

An item from today's Regurgitated Headlines has to do with a new movie being shown at Sundance called "Thin" about four eating disorder patients in Florida. I'm sure it will be very uplifting and inspiring... NOT! It's not based on someone's Very Special script but is a documentary, so it's guaranteed to be a horrifying dreary piece of very real life. I think all the patients are anorexics who happen to throw up, but we'll have to wait till it's on HBO this spring to see if there are any bodacious bulimics.

You know maybe one day I will write a feel-good comedy about bulimia. EDs are tragic but at the same time they are 1% ludicrously hilarious, don't you think? I bet Lindsay "I never said what I said to that journalist who has it all on tape" Lohan would beat down the casting agent's door to be in that movie.

I weighed 193 again today, after weighing 191.5 yesterday. Then my scale said something it never did before: LO. I think I need a new battery unless it's to be continued and it spells SER tomorrow...

By the way, I have had 43 visitors. I think only about 1/3 are me!