Wednesday, December 28, 2005

I will not delete this blog

I want to delete this blog because I'm scared I will stop posting in it and it will become one more thing I failed at keeping up.

However I am asking myself to keep it up even if I'm the only one who ever sees it.

I made a positive step today. I ate... (drumroll)... a BANANA! I have a love/hate relationship with bananas. I know they are especially healthy for me (high in potassium), so eating a banana goes against my subconscious desire to not be good to myself. I actually don't mind eating them, but they go bad SO quickly. I usually end up throwing away all the bananas I buy. I prefer food that comes in wrappers, boxes or cans. I bought it at a little store I walked by and then ate it within an hour. I'm sure it would have been bad by tonight.

Last night I slept about 6 hours. That's not too bad except I went to bed really late and overslept by about an hour. Today I felt like a loser in class because it's only my second time going (hah) in a week. I had to be in a group project and of course I had nothing to contribute. This one guy was a jerk to me though when I tried to contribute. Pretentious prick. I don't know his name but I shall never forgive him. I'm going to study my ass off because we have a test on Friday. I have to get my butt in gear.

I will eat a banana tomorrow too - that's my goal.

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