Thursday, January 11, 2007

this is still hard

I realize I got caught up into thinking I was "cured" and "fixed." Maybe I will never be fixed. It really did get much easier... but this apple juice fast is hard!!! I'm starving! I want Chinese food so badly!

It was much easier the first time, probably because I was laying around the house (because of my back) and not doing much physically. Now I'm running around and I feel like I am going to faint. Maybe I should start tomorrow? See that is the crap in my head.

You have to read this article about procrastination... it's totally me:

I impulsively procrastinate

OK I'm going to drink the rest of this apple juice and if I still feel dizzy I'll get some real food.

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