Thursday, May 04, 2006

so upset

I'm so upset because I got chewed out by my boss about last week when I threw a fit. I know that I am right and the whole thing makes me sick. I want to quit and move home but I don't have any money.

It's terrible to admit this, but the only thing that calms me down is to myself "remember that the only thing that matters to you is to be thin, so don't worry about this crap and move on with losing weight." It's like a morphine drip for my pain.

3 comments:

Beth said...

No, Mandy, the only thing that matters is finding a positive purpose for your life. And making yourself thin doesn't constitue any kind of purpose. Thin people usually see food as an afterthought. They are so preoccupied with life that food isn't used to keep them happy. Some days all I can think about is my weight. But I am no happier at 105 than I was at 140 and you won't be either. What usually helps me not eat badly is keeping busy and making plans away from home and with other people. Hang in there! I love your blog.

Mixed Up Confusion said...

Hope you're feeling better. Smile. :)

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