I think I'm going to do a juice fast... I feel like crap after eating so much crap. I guess I will do my standard apple juice fast for three days. I just feel nasty right now. I need to stop drinking all sugar and soda again. It's just poison. I only drink diet soda but I think it is even more poisonous. Aspartame is evil.
I'm kind of nervous because I hurt my back a little somehow. Maybe I just slept on it wrong. It feels like muscle pain...
I'm really serious about the Lap-Band. I'm trying to get everything arranged so I can apply for a loan. I still have about $1,500 in bills to pay off from my back surgery. Did I mention how much I hate insurance?
love to everybody
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hy Mandy I'm an italian boy (Venice you know?). I'm very sorry for my rusty english. I spent a long time on a bulimic disease. No life allowed during that time. A nightmare. I think you know very well what I'm talking about. Now I'm out of the tunnel thanks to a surgical operation and my life restarted. I wish to say you that on the other side of the ocean there is someone that thought to you. Your blog made me cry and smile. Be brave it's a hard war but you can win it. I promise to you. Sorry, this isn't my language and i told you one hundred of what i wish. Love, Marco
i know how it is
it sucks
im trying to recover but its like every 3 days like a clock i relapse
hit me up if you want someone who understands
just everything
I found your blog and it is very painful to read what you are going through...Have you tried anything else bisides medication to stop bulimia?
hi mandy, i am a 23 year old boy from the Philippines. I have bulimia also. i want to be a friend of yours, can you send me an e-mail. here's mine: marudoproject@gmail.com
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