Sunday, September 07, 2008

kicking my own ass

I'm doing well, how about that?

I'm very very tired of struggling through things. Like I wrote before, the easy outs are no longer working for me in any way. It is time I put my intelligence to good use to solve the problems I have created. Before, my intelligence was working against me, finding the paths through the easy outs.

I'm smart
I'm awesome
I'm beautiful on this inside
underneath all this crap I've done to myself, I'm beautiful on the outside too

I hope you are all well and using your intelligence to help you, not hurt you...

2 comments:

-D said...

Hey,
I came across your blog when i was looking up bulimia on google. I wanted to read something like this and see how people are affected. I think its because, im secretly afraid that i may be developing a small case of it myself. Im addicted to your blog, i just spent the last hour reading from december 2006. You have improved alot an i found your blogs dont talk as much about devouring in sweets. Im only 16 an i know its the "typical" teenage thing to care about body image, but im one of those people who you would never think twice about being worried. I am a size 10-12, height of 165-170 and weigh 75kg. Lately i have been vomiting when i feel i have eaten too much, and after eating too many calories, feel the need to but mostly dont follow through.

I think by reading your blog you have helped me in so many ways, and i think i can beat it before it extends like yours has.

I feel like you can beat it tho babe, your photo on here is gorgeous and you needa know that! Sorry to comment on your blog so randomly, but i just wanted to let you know you've helped me.

The 21 day idea sounds good, and i am going to try not b/p for that amount. I think if i do that i can defeat bulimia before it begins.

x D

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